Farewell of a son

 My wings are set,the cradle is gone
A toddler no more,no more a new born
Battles ahead I have to fight alone
Let me flourish or else I’ll be a stone

Your love for me I do understand
But alas our lives this way are planned
Under your warmth,we merrily grow
Until one day duties call and we have to go

Likewise a world awaits me behind this door
For hardships of life,horizons to explore
A bitter truth we both have to face
Time has come to leave your embrace

The other side of your heart,I realize today
Limitless love for me that you did never say
How quickly you forgave each mistake of mine
Whispering for my well being always to divine

These immortal memories,how will they die
I’ll remain a part of you even if I fade into sky
Guiding my way through greys and greens
Not money,not gold but your blessings supreme

Don’t cry mama,you only give me strength
To face the hurdles across universe’s length
A smile on your face is all that I want to see
As I leave for a quest,in search of my destiny

Operation slimboy

One December evening i was strolling on my terrace

Amidst the crowd of homes my eyes got stuck on a face

A beauty in the mirror, with long black flowing hair

Adrenaline galore yet i could not refrain a stare

She came to the window, for the first time our gazes met

My mind drowned in the cascade of my own sweat

Caught and cringed i raised my hand for an uncertain 'hi'

With grotesque looks but she had already hammered her 'bye'

My heart was crushed between the window panes

No trespassers, red faced she barricaded all the chains

To my reigning confidence that came as an unforeseen blow

The slammed window froze and the reason i didn't know

A voice from inside said, "look at yourself, you swollen figure"

"At the end of the day your big belly grows even bigger

Why would a girl with senses on even lay her eyes on you"

Brutally bitter to swallow but what was said was true

Crestfallen, i vowed to myself to bury down my loyal flabs

A slim physique was aimed to attain if not six packs abs

Restaurants were cordoned off and sweets declared a sin

The maiden step was taken, operation slimboy was about to begin

Buzzing alarms gonged the opening of a new solemn quest

Tastes neutralized, temptations of tongue were put to rest

All the muscles squeezed under the gruesome exercise regime

Bones screamed with utter ache but my will persisted supreme

Months passed away finally my hardwork conceived its fruit

I looked at myself now and that voice within became mute

Narrower was my waistline, the big belly nowhere to be seen

Pinch me tight to wake me up if I’m floating in a dream

Then arrived the season of spring and the flowers bloomed again

Again the window was opened still her essence flew the same

The day had come for which i had been waiting for so long

Anxious nerves were dancing on the beat's rhythmic song

Her eyes popped out as she saw me dumbstruck with disbelief

To my throbbing heart that expression came as a pleasant relief

like a whisper from the heaven with her 'hi' at last i was blessed

The battle was conquered, operation slimboy culminated in success

Exams

Books in my dreams,equations in my screams

these exams take me along there invincible streams

the awful time has become too much of a hell

recurring devils why do they come..can anybody tell

My crimson red eyes demand some sleep

but the course to be fathomed is too deep

the brain has choked with the traffic of pages

can' find a way out of these black and white cages

This way ammeter measures current,so what do i do

laplace is left,lorentz is lost..man i'm really screwed

the fucking time readily melts away as ice on fire

heavyweight books laugh as a blood sucking vampire

A creepy junkyard is now my brain

facts keep pouring in only to go to drain

the formula was here where has it gone

shit man....the sun has arisen along with the dawn

The clock strikes, now i'm now all set to die

outside the exam hall my memorie says bye bye

the pen has stopped and so has my mind

other people sitting around,they also don' seem to be kind

My blank paper consoles me you worked so hard

maybe your parents won't believe when they see your report card

but there sits a beast with a red fire ball in his hand

on a few ticks and crosses your fate now stands

Mug,mug,cram,cram to prove your worth

tear yourself untill you curse your own birth

this education won't easily spare you alive

and hailed as a winner if you'r able to survive

A terrorist and a soldier

Terrorist

There he comes with a loaded gun in his hand

a heartless beast to savage innocent's land

with a flagrant smile and eyes that are cold

inside charred bodies he finds his winning gold

Thirsty for blood he doesn't know mother,he doesn't know child

the only ecstasy he knows is when the death dances wild

pleading cries,deafening screams he won't hear today

numb hands won't tremble they only want to slay

Under the robes of night he plays a malicious game

one pointblank shot and there pours a crimson rain

another life snuffed,another point added to his score

a blind lust resurges,he craves to kill even more

His glory comes through a path where corpses are laid

a price probably for being a common man they paid

sepulchral sight that will make even insanity weep

lifeless as they lie in the coffins of an orphaned sleep

The dawn has come but darkness still prevails

hands tied we all watch closely how humanity fails

but he ruthless as ever continues his assault on our face

a promise he's done that he will perish human race

From the womb of a demon he has arisen

in his veins flows an insulated poison

we call it a heinous crime,he calls it a holy war

"A MARTYR FOR GOD,THT’S WHAT I’VE TAKEN BIRTH FOR"

"I’M THE MASTER OF YOUR LIVES,BEG TO ME UNTIL YOU DIE

REST IN THE CRADLE OF AFFLICTION LET ME SING YOU A LULLABY

NO TEARS,NO MERCY,ONLY TERROR WILL BE MADE TO BLOOM

I’LL BRING DOWN THE APOCALYPSE,WHATEVER BE MY DOOM”

Soldier

There he comes with a loaded gun in his hand

a saviour born to reclaim his people's land

advancing forward his blood spits gallons of wrath

eyes don't believe as they see the catastrophic aftermath

Bravery in blood,he stands as the epitome of courage

be it calamity or war he salves us from every sabotage

today also he has come to conquer this tumultuous time

to bring all of us back to life is his motive prime

From the sweat of sacrifices he has arisen

embellishing pride that goes higher than the horizon

when he sees a million safe abodes he gets his prize

but remains far away from sleep when brutality is on the rise

His glory comes through a path where there exists no fear

those steps won't recess even if they sense death to be near

he hears the mourning sky and winds that are crying

a piercing silence is suffused over this world that is dying

But he doesn't have time to grieve over what's gone

his head finds a way that leads to a brighter dawn

to broken souls he gives a shimmering hope of salvation

heart fumes again over those who have wrecked his nation

He resolves to combust the beast in his own flames

vengeance for country in mind he then sets his aims

unremitting bullets galore,an indefnite battle now begins

"NO RESPITE FOR YOU,THERE’S NO ESCAPE FROM YOUR SINS"

" FORGIVEN FOR YOUR DEEDS OR NOT,THAT’S OVER TO THE LORD’S PITY

BUT TO SEND YOU TO HIS DOORS,THAT’S MY RESPONSIBILITY

YOU’LL YEARN FOR YOUR DEATH BUT IT ALSO WON’T COME SOON

LOOK INTO MY EYES IN FRONT OF YOU STANDS YOUR DOOM"

Silent love

What a pretty face you were

the morning after an eternal night

those mischevious strands of your hair

like streaks of bliss shining bright

winds wearing the robes of your name

tickled my cores everyday

your innocent gazes were so insane

not even knowing what they used to slay

my parched heart was deluged

with the rain of a silent love

i was a restless ocean in recluse

you were the smile of the silver moon above

my waves wanted to embrace your light

the distance was to deep to plumb

against myself i did try to fight

but your magnetic eyes made me numb

i  followed the roads that told your tale

to tell you were the one,yes it was you

in a second but my blood went pale

what i saw just couldn't be true

cusp of beauty there you were

leashed and blooming in his blatant grip

the sky fell apart,my sight became blurred

into a thousand pieces my world you ripped

blazing dreams,bleeding tears

eyes seethed,heart was crucified

that ruthless dusk,my soul it seared

a naked death my love had died

choked words calling your name

requiem was now your sparkling face

your dark fire burning me in shame

abandoned by you i kissed my grave

today your broken memories stab into me

asking me why i didn't tell you

mourning over my morbid destiny

now i scream to myself....i loved you,i loved you

United forever

On the canvas of sky

as the night crawls

saying herself goodbye

into my arms she falls

                                                                    In her eyes i see

a white mischief boils

as i start losing me

out of triumph she smiles

My head goes blind

i make myself her slave

her love not easy to find

for its rarity she makes me crave

I hold her hard i hold her tight

slowly she dissolves into herself

no matter what's wrong or right

it's two of us and no one else

caressing her face i feel

the music of her gasps

my thoughts rejoice as they steal

secrets she carefully clasps

her face a thornless rose

which my lips greet

our souls tied so close

that i can hear her each beat

of the venom in her kiss

my mind falls apart

her sting too a bliss

sucking it through her heart

in the grip of her claws

my desires curl out

there exists no more pause

don' stop now,her whispers scream loud

with trembling hands

her body i stroke

each step on that forbidden land

is another distance evaporated in smoke

i paint her sexuality

with the colours of my fire

in this twilight's duality

her pain swings higher

the night surrenders itself to dawn

i think my best i tried

beside me her light sleeps

sunken deep and satisfied

this immortal page

which we wrote tonight

captured by this lovely cage

would dwell in me for the rest of my life